Since before my little monkey had the ability to see clearly out his eyes he wonld stare at me. Now that he is almost 6 month old he does it ALL the time. If I am in the room he is perfectly content to stare at me. He will glance over to what is going on in the room every once in a while but then he will fix his eyes back on his mommy.
Well tonight I am sitting here just watching him stare at me (there are a million other things to do in this house of mine but none of them are as rewarding than staring back at my son) As I sat there I realized something. His eyes are going to be fixed on me for the rest of his life. In an instance I felt fear, humility, and then the grace of God. I want what my son sees in me to reflect Christ, so that his eyes in the end will be fixed on Him. I felt the heaviness of this assignment but at the same time I felt God's grace. I knew that just like everything else in my life the Lord will show me how to do this as well. And in that moment I felt so grateful because the Lord chose those little eyes to look at me, knowing that I would show monkey how to look at HIM.
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